month

ohhhh january, where have you gone? I spent you hooking up, drinking, sleeping in, and keeping my attention anywhere BUT where it needed to be. there are two days left in this month and all I've got to show for it is a [more-so-]broken heart, higher tolerance, and the most fcked up sleep schedule I could ever imagine.

the most positive thing I can identify for this month is how thin I've spread myself, in hopes that if someone/something flakes out, I still have someone/something else to fall back on. thanks, okCupid! tumblr has also helped me a great deal, even though the majority of my posts/reblogs are all related to women or weed. or trees/forests.

this all sounds very negative, but I promise I'm much better now than I have been in awhile. :)

I still miss Chicago more than ever though. I wish these feelings would just pass.